My Daughter's Hands

Does the story below make you cry too?  Or am I just a post-partum mess?????  I read this as I sat nursing baby K to sleep.  I often stare at her precious, dimpled little hands in awe and wonder.  I praise God for giving me such a beautiful child, and I pray blessings over her.  This story made me think a little bit more in detail about those tiny hands of hers, and made me want to savor each precious moment I get to rock her to sleep even more.

My Daughter's Hands

by Shannon Lowe - taken from Chicken Soup for the New Mom's Soul

My daughter Miriam had a cold and was having trouble sleeping, so tonight I had the distinct pleasure of rocking her--for a long, long time--to sleep.  We sat there in her dark room, the rocking chair creaking slightly, her slow, even breaths a little raspy from her cold.  Her head was nuzzled into my neck, and her right hand softly gripped the fabric of my shirt on my chest.  

Miriam's hand.  It's a plump little thing, dimpled, smooth, and creamy white.  I've always been fascinated by my children's hands, but tonight as I looked at Miriam's, I was overwhelmed with happiness, and a little sadness, to think of where those hands will travel.  Tonight they're flawless little hands, untested by life's challenges and inexperienced in its joys.  But where will those little hands go tomorrow, and the next day and the next?

One day soon those little hands will let go of mine as she takes her first step.

They'll grasp a pencil as she clumsily but surely learns to write.

They'll grip bicycle handlebars with a mix of joy and horror as her daddy runs behind her holding on, almost ready to let go.

In her teenage years those hands will wipe away many adolescent tears and slam many doors, but maybe, if I play my cards right, they'll still reach out for mine every now and then.

They'll pack her belongings as she leaves home.  And they'll open our front door again as she comes back to visit.  Often, if she knows what's good for her.

How I pray those precious hands spend more time spread open in joy, rather than clenched in anguish.  But wherever they travel, I hope they're often clasped in prayer.  I hope they're helpful hands, and merciful ones, and I hope they always have many, many other hands to grab onto.

They'll wear a diamond from a handsome young man, and they'll loosely hold her father's tuxedoed arm, eager to reach out for her future at the end of the aisle.

Those hands will grasp the bedsheets in pain as she fights to deliver her child, and they'll tremble in joy when she holds him or her for the first time.  They'll feel many little foreheads, apply many Band-Aids, and hold open many books.  And then, one night, she'll rock that baby to sleep, and she'll stare in bittersweet wonder at its little hands.